guarder: (fast forward? no)
ROBERT ([personal profile] guarder) wrote in [community profile] cocktailparty 2012-11-28 06:52 am (UTC)

komachi-chan...

ok, so basically he's extremely torn between wanting to please her and wanting to shake her into seeing THE TRUTH. the truth being that no one should be trusted beyond their 'family' and people she's very familiar with. and all the other ridiculous, distrusting notions of society he has. since they live together and it's a touch difficult to avoid: she sees him at his worst and vice-versa, but it's different in that he realizes her patience is wearing thin with him. this could be a problem. at times, he thinks her attitude insufferable. now, he can't tell if she wants to be of help to him because she genuinely wants to, or because her boss told her to.

yes, it matters.

see, he is under the impression that THERE ARE ABSOLUTELY NO COINCIDENCES IN LIFE. this also applies to marriage-life. until someone coughs up hard-evidence that the landlord used random.org to assign people to their houses, he's maintaining the delusion that their relationship is meant to be something... well, valuable. this doesn't necessarily mean it has to be romantic, per se, but that it's definitely supposed to be a strong relationship of sorts. he'll keep pushing that as long as he sees hope for it, even if they do end up 'estranged' (ONLY UNDER THREAT OF SHIKI, OBVSLY). it's a mess of ignoring what he's been conditioned to do all his life, and the fact that it indirectly upsets her. IT'S HARD BEING A KID AND GROWING UP...

there's also the default: he'd die for her, kill for her, catch a grenade for her etcetc if only because he sees his 'family' as under his protection. i think think that covers everything...

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