Madotsuki makes her heart want to break, it really does. Though at the same time she sort of wants to shake some sense into her. The girl reminds Komachi of all the unfortunate and lost souls that come in, the broken people that end up stuck on the river bank because they just can't cross over with all their baggage and other things. She wants to try and do something where she couldn't for those souls, but at the same time has no idea what to do.

Eiki is her boss, she's proud of that. She's even glad Eiki is her boss and wouldn't trade her. She knows she disappoints her at times and she really doesn't want to, but knows that there's really no getting around it. She doesn't feel like can or should properly explain herself, and is content just getting lectured.

She was actually surprised with herself on how mad she got about Eiki's injury, but then before she would have laughed at anyone who suggested such a thing could happen in the first place. There's a part of her that's just terrified and has no idea what to do seeing Eiki as a normal human and is still trying to put everything in perspective. At the same time, she's also avoiding the issue by dwelling on pointless things that don't actually matter, like what things she should eat.